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Cut and Run obsessed and BDB lover. Shamelessly and irrevocably in love with Ty and Zane. Mated to Vishous. So crazy for David Gandy that is both pathetic and embarrassing. Don't live without: Supernatural, Friends, Hawaii Five-O, The Walking Dead, Grey's Anatomy (to say a few). Gay sex has ruined my life, so you'd better watch out cause I post a LOT of gay porn.

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I’ve picked mine a long time ago, but then he went on and picked Jane. I mean, he didn’t even have the decency of picking Butch. I would have been ok with Butch. ;) 

I’ve picked mine a long time ago, but then he went on and picked Jane. I mean, he didn’t even have the decency of picking Butch. I would have been ok with Butch. ;) 

(Source: keepcalmandbdb)

I can smell the sex coming off you right now. I could take you down on this sidewalk and be up that skirt of yours in a heartbeat. And you wouldn’t fight me, would you? Now, we can be civilized and wait until we get home. Or we can get down to it right here. Either way, I’m dying to come inside of you again, and you’re not going to say no.

JR Ward, Dark Lover

(Wrath to Beth)

(Source: sublimepassion)

Qhuinn’s head cranked around, leaving its cage of the hand that had remained, his blue and green eyes red rimmed and watery. “I have loved you for years. I have been in love with you for years and years and years… throughout school and training… before transitions and afterward… when you approached me and yes, even now that you’re with Saxton and you hate me. And that… shit… in my fucking head locked me down, locked everything down… and it cost me you.”
As the sound of screeching tires roared between Blay’s ears, and the world started to spin, Qhuinn just kept going. “So you’ll excuse me if I have to disagree with you. It is not okay-it will not ever be okay-and whereas I’m more than willing to live with the fact that I was a walking, talking lie for decades, the idea that it sacrificed what could have been between us… is absolutely positively not okay to me.

Lover at Last (via oh-my-vishous)

larchwood:

jessiedewdrops:

I so hope someone asks JR who’s book its going to be next!:)

According to friends on FB, the next book is THE KING—— Wrath’s getting another book!!!!!!!

It has been confirmed, next book is Wrath, Beth and the baby. Wooot whooo! We are back to basics, baby! I am THRILLED! This is EPIC! 

Because I was, and I remain, utterly and completely and totally…in love with you.

- Lover at Last

J R Ward

(via iamnotsorry)

548463216547130154% done with these two. 

Man, fate had a way of teaching you things you needed to know, even if you weren’t aware the lesson was required until it had been served to you: He’d spent way too much time wrapped up in himself and his defect and his failure to his family and society. Such a tangled fucking mess he’d been for so long, and Blay, because he’d care, had been sucked into the vortex.

Qhuinn’s thoughts. Lover at Last pg 199 (hard cover edition) JR Ward

Oh yeah, already read this part. You guys have NO IDEA. *evil laugh* 

Oh yeah, already read this part. You guys have NO IDEA. *evil laugh* 

(Source: oh-my-vishous)

How to make me cry with just a book’s dedication:

I swear to God that this got me all teary. Damn you, JR Ward. 

Look what the mailman brought me today, tumblr: my very own LOVER AT LAST!!!! I’m dying here cause I got it sooner. Can’t wait to read it!!!!

Look what the mailman brought me today, tumblr: my very own LOVER AT LAST!!!! I’m dying here cause I got it sooner. Can’t wait to read it!!!!

I know everyone is all kinds of excited about LaL and the quotes and I am too, but I am also a big moron and when I saw this post for the 1st time the very 1st thing that came to my mind when I saw the words “Is this real?” was this: 

I am so sorry, BDB fandom, but I am that IDIOT. LOL 

I know everyone is all kinds of excited about LaL and the quotes and I am too, but I am also a big moron and when I saw this post for the 1st time the very 1st thing that came to my mind when I saw the words “Is this real?” was this: 

I am so sorry, BDB fandom, but I am that IDIOT. LOL 

(Source: oh-my-vishous)

sinnerlily:

::winks:: is this a BDB family photo?? @BrothersEternal

Pretty cool. Tho I never picture David as Wrath. :)

sinnerlily:

::winks:: is this a BDB family photo?? @BrothersEternal

Pretty cool. Tho I never picture David as Wrath. :)

(Source: blackdaggerbrotherhoodlover)

burstintocolour:

alasnightlock:

pendragonus:

saderidan:

When a character death is so sudden you just sit there in shock for three minutes wondering where the hell that came fromimage

merlin

brotherhoodconfessions:

Jack Daniels and Grey Goose will never be the same! Just seeing the bottles makes my mind automatically think of V and Butch and many of the other brothers/non-brothers.


Except that Butch’s favorite whiskey is Lagavulin and not JD.

brotherhoodconfessions:

Jack Daniels and Grey Goose will never be the same! Just seeing the bottles makes my mind automatically think of V and Butch and many of the other brothers/non-brothers.

Except that Butch’s favorite whiskey is Lagavulin and not JD.

One thing, though,” Qhuinn murmured.
“What?”
The voice that came out of his throat was unlike anything he’d ever heard from himself before. “If any guy breaks your heart or treats you like shit, I will bust him apart with my bare hands and leave his broken, bloody body for the sun.”
Blay’s laughter rumbled around the tiled walls. “Of course you will-“
“I’m dead fucking serious.”
Blay’s blue eyes shot over his shoulder.
“If there are any who dare to hurt you,” Qhuinn growled in the Old Language, “I shall see them staked afore me and shall leave their bodies in ruin.

Lover Enshrined (via oh-my-vishous)

Oh Qhuinn, just dont. 

I’m sorry,” Qhuinn murmured to Blay. “For what I said in the tunnel.”
“You tell John about it all?”
“No.”
Blay dropped his coat on his Prada duffel bag and looked at John. “He thinks I love him. As in… in love with him.”
John’s mouth slowly fell open.
Blay’s laugh flared and stopped short, as if his throat got tight. “Yeah. Go fig. Me in love with Qhuinn… a guy who, when he’s not moody, is a slut and smart-ass. Except you want to know what the most fucked-up thing is, though?”
Qhuinn tensed as John nodded.
Blay glanced down at his duffel. “He’s right.”
Well, didn’t John look like he’d been nailed in the foot with a spike.
“Yup,” Blay said. “That’s why I could never get into the females all that much. None of them compared to him. No other guys do either, by the way. So I’m fucked royal, but then, that’s my biz and not his or yours.”
Christ, Qhuinn thought. Wasn’t this the week for revelations.
“I’m sorry, Blay,” he said, because he had no idea what else to do.

Lover Enshrined (via oh-my-vishous)

Forever 784545121541321651354% done with this scene.